Woman cries out: The person I truly love is now dating my friend

Woman cries out: The person I truly love is now dating my friend

Good evening, I have heard a lot of stories about ur site and a lot of testimonies.
Please kindly keep my identity anonymous.
Am a 22 year old single mum
Am a very emotional girl
Jovial and friendly
Back to the reason why I contacted you.
I was dating this amazing guy for about a year we met at my cousin’s wedding and we just clicked and we started dating. Before meeting him I had dated many fuck boys that just wanted sex Nd Nufin else, I cried one night and prayed to God for a man who would love me the right way, my perfect man. And boom I found him. Everything went smoothly for some months I visited him got back home and everything changed. He got an additional job at a private company which took the whole of him, no calls no text no visit Nufin, I did everything but it seemed all my efforts were in vain, I never doubted his love for me or anything, I trusted him with my whole being
But his attitude was something else. He started complaining that I call too much and all of that, I stopped for sometimes but still he didn’t change. To cut the long story short I broke up with him which he didn’t take serious, cos he knew he was my everything.
I met my son’s dad we dated for a while and boom my son came tho I didn’t know until my son was about 5 months old and by then I and his dad had broken up so he didn’t believe the baby was his until he was born, I told my ex about the pregnancy cos he was still contacting me, he was heart broken and I didn’t want him to hear from another person.
With all this my ex still kept in touch much more than the father of my son.
Was concerned about I and the pregnancy.
Now my son is a year old, I and his dad don’t have a future together.
I and my ex had been communicating from when I gave birth till last month ,i still love him with my soul.
But then he said he likes a friend and the friend said she’s not interested cos she knows how much I love him and how he wishes my son was his. I and my friend even started trying to find out if it’s possible to pregnant for over a year.
But recently it seems my ex and the friend are dating, I just have this feeling and I feel betrayed and broken. I have tried to forget them