“I’m a runs girl but I love my school boyfriend”

"I'm a runs girl but I love my school boyfriend"

From a female blog reader:

I’m 21 and my boyfriend is 24. We are both in the university. I’m in my final year and he is in his third year. He is not financially stable coz he’s a student I have a secret which no one knows of not even my friends and its about to ruin my relationship I am an escort and have been one for about a year now. I dont necessarily have to sleep with men i also keep them company and get paid and sometimes travel with them. These men are mostly older men who need the company of a fresh young girl to travel with . sometimes i get gigs to certain parties e.t.c With this i have been able to pay my school fees, fund my project work and live comfortable without all the money problems that come with being a student (I’m a Nigerian schooling in ivory coast). Recently,i met my current boyfriend.we met at a school gathering. I love him so much. I know I’m in love because I’ve never felt this way and I’ve never cared about any man the way i care for him.
One day he visited me and he read my diary. He didnt read everything because i caught him half way. He found out how I got my new phone (A sugar daddy gave it to me) he didnt speak to me for 2 weeks i thought he had already broken up with me untill he called me last night to tell me that he still loves me and he would want to work things out with me. He also said that he knew something was wrong coz he felt i was hiding something from him. He asked me to meet him so he can listen to my explanation and to tell him any other secret i’m hiding because thats the only way he can trust me again. I’m scared that if i tell him i’m an escort as well he will never want to have anything to do with me the funny things is I’m not ready to stop until I’m done with schoo (im graduating in august next year)l coz i know he cant handle my bills..he might hate me for this and i will lose him forever.
I really love him with my whole heart and i dont want to lose him. Please advice me readers. Insults are welcomed as well. Thank you.