Please help! I lost hope in myself, everyone and even God!

Please help! I lost hope in myself, everyone and even God!

From a female blog reader:

Hello boy, I just joined this channel and I feel I finally have someone to talk to,am a girl of 24yrs, a graduate,done with service and just looking for a job, I have had suitors of all kinds and calibre, but am scared of marriage, I grew up in a Fuji house of commotion, where my parents fight almost every time, am from a middle class family, but of recent things haven’t been going well for my father, my mum doesn’t help us financially even when she has or doesn’t have, then if she goes out of her way to help, she will haunt u with it forever. Am scared I will turn out like my mum and dad, they both accuse each other of infidelity and they are both guilty. Am currently single, I see every guy as a fuck boy even when they r real, I keep snooping around till anything begins to look like something to me,I feel like am not good enough for anyone, maybe cos I graduated with a 3rd class in law, so I feel am not smart enough for anyone, I have a strong low self esteem. Even tho am physically above average when it comes to beauty! I have lost all hope in God. Infact,I have come to d believed that there is no God.
Please I need help.
Anyone that wants to know me personally should indicate in the comment section, else I would love to be anonymous. Thank u.