Please help! I broke my husband's head with a bottle, don't want a divorce

Please help! I broke my husband's head with a bottle, don't want a divorce

From a female blog reader:

I did not mind I endured his cheating for 8years of marriage cause of my children. He will beat me up in front of them and call me names. Even my son fights him and ask him to stop then he beats all of us including my kids. My pastors kept saying pray pray pray he will change. Pray pray the devil is at work. I prayed but he got worse. Bring women home and slept with them in our sitting room or bed room, I practically had to move to the guest room.
Yesterday this man gave me the shock of my life. I was in my room watching tv when I slept off leaving my kids in the sitting room as they watched cartoon.
For me to wake up and come down stairs to take them in I saw my husband sleeping with 2 girls in front of my kids, first it was like a joke, as I saw my son and daughter watching them with the remote on their hands. So I rushed and took them in and for the first time I ran into the kitchen and broke his head with a bottle. I noticed he fainted and the girls ran out so I had to rush him to the hospital that night .
The doctor said he is fine so I just left the hospital and decided to send this message cause am helpless and really need someone to talk to. I don’t want to divorce my husband. What else can I do about this situation ? I need solutions please.